its kinda embarassing. but i somehow feel that it might be a good idea.
maybe not for money- i dont think so. but for my own fullfilment.
what, you ask?
hik hik hik.
i want to write something. i mean really write. (ok, honestly the idea was to write a book)
i got this idea from my bro's blog- like a year ago, he mentioned that he plan to write a book before he dies.
what a great idea. write a book before i die. i always like writting, kucar kacir as it is... i once have this same insane thought when i was in primary. those were the times i like reading malay short stories in magazines. i remembered i wanted to submit my story but never had the gut.
(selit jap) GUT, i found is overated. i think it has to do with 'what do you got to loose?' right? i mean, back then when i was still 12 yo and know nothing of the world, im scared of everything. now, looking back, i wish i wasnt that kid- semua bende nak takut. well, that is another story. you gain confidence, happiness and gut with each passing experience in life. whatever horrible/ wonderful it may be.
back to my writting. i want to write something really from my heart. i dont care if it eventually involves romance- in view that its my line of reading interest nowadays.. but that is certainly NOT the main issue. i like emotion driven stories. how do i get that?
maybe i should start a new blog with a new pen name. LOL! this is soo funny! should i go with it?
oh, before you begin to wonder, i prefer writing my stories in english- i know its not up there in the writters standard level. not even a good level, but i feel strange expressing in proper malay. i mean..
"Aisyah termenung jauh. Fikiran diulit oleh memori semalam. Semalam, di mana ayahnya masih bernyawa dan berkudrat memberi nasihat. Ayah yang ditakuti namun dihormati dan disayangi.."
LOL! i cant. not only my sentences are not berbunga. it sounded like sh*t.
before i know it, ill be writting like those female malay novel authors i hate to read. how do you get to put in humor and wit into those kind of sentences?
5 comments:
start now aisyah.
i like reading your blog. Your blog masuk dlm my list of must-read blog. hehe :)
hik hik hik Thank you uja for even reading it in the first place :)
akak kena baca buku fixi. novel urban katanya.
ness: tulah, akak ade baca review pasal fixi nih but i dont know... still having doubts la. (i now CHOOSE books i read sebab byk TBR plak la nih :P)
twit izah, apsal plak tetibe lock your blog? ces, i already put you in my reading list- nice to know what your boys are up to :)
gimme access! *stamps foot*
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