the secre.t

A reminder- sometimes i forget...

1- Know exactly what you want.
2- Ask the universe for it.
3- Feel, behave and know as if the object of your desire is already yours (visualize).
4- Be open to receive it and let go of (the attachment to) the outcome.

Thinking of what one does not have, they say, manifests itself in not having, while if one abides by these principles, and avoids "negative" thoughts, the universe will manifest a person's desires.

apa aku nak buat skarang?

aku cam excited nak buat keje ni. nak submit this application for the bank.
da prepare email, da draft surat to BNM, da ade plan nak buat camne...

sbb, to me it seems simple.

boleh plak di hold back atas sbb2 yg simple? aiyoooo admin stuff la, lenkali leh buat. submit dulu!

arghhhh aku pening~~~

Visiting the zoo.

Aqish lately tgh learning to recognise animals- sbb i bought her this sticker book (aku sgt merekomen kat kamu semua wahai kenkawan aku yg ade anak ~2 to 3 years, actually, 1yr + pun ok kott....)

anyway, before this she only knows
1- Cat (sometimes refered as meow<-- membetulkan ianya adalah CAT setelah aku terangkan 'meow' adalah bunyi)
2- Dog
3- Cow (sometimes refered as mmmm<-- membetulkan ianya adalah COW juge setelah aku terangkan 'mooo' adalah bunyi. nak sebut moooo pun susah. hahaah :p aqish aqish)
4-Tiger
5-Bird
6-Ribbit ... guess what this animal is? hahah FROG. penat dok ajar arnab tu rabbit... she maintains
7-Fish
8-Ulat (hahaha ni ikan ajar sbb ikan geli...)
9-Elephant
10-Cicak
11- monkey
12- mariposa

tambahan after the sticker book;
1- ular
2- Ainoshe'es (as in Rhinoceros)
3- bug
4- jebra
5- jiyaf
6- butterfly (baru die tau yg mariposa tu butterfly...)
7- hmm apa lagi yeh.. the sticker book not infront of me.. need her abah's help with this.

anyway, we think that we could introduce her with those animals or perhaps even more animals kalau we go to the zoo... i think her age is quite reasonable to go . cam busyra, mesti x dpt tangkap apa2 punye :)

so kenkawan, wanna join us? x tau bile nak pergi...
Zoo Negara


Visitor Info - Opening Hours and Rates
Zoo Negara by Day is open daily from 9.00am – 5.00pm
Rates
Adult Children (3yrs old-12yrs old)Senior Citizen (60 years above)
RM15.00RM 6.00RM 6.00
Free entry if it is your birthday!
(Please bring along I/C or birth certificate as proof)

hmm... shud i wait for Aqish's bday? hahaha no lah. :)

hahaah.. wat did i tell you?? :p

heheheh... referring to my previous entry on not specifically asking for something in your doa?

guess what.

i was tired yesterday and all i wanted is to get a seat in the LRT. dalam hati, aku dok la ulang2 mintak2la aku dapat duduk. Ya Allah, please i need to sit down. serious aku penat gilos.

LRT sampai, aku kene diri kejap je. pas 2/3 station aku da dapat duduk da. TETAPI. aku salah naik tren. when i realised aku da dekat maluri ke mana ntah. so, i had to keluar kat pandan jaya and naik the opposite train.
i laughed like hell dalam hati. kt luar aku senyum je la. NICE ONE kene kat aku.

tu dia kawan2~~~~~~~~~ first hand example. :)

doa

Saje to remind myself and perhaps share.. of my doas i make everyday.

1- Everytime after prayers
'Ya Allah, ampunkan lah dosaku, dosa ibubapaku, dosa suamiku, dosa anak2 ku, dosa seluruh keluargaku.
Panjangkan umur kami, murahkan rezeki kami. Ya Allah, berkatkanlah hidup kami.
Berikanlah kami yg terbaik untuk kami. Hanya Engkau yg Maha Mengetahui.
Lindungilah kami dari segala bala bencana dunia, gangguan daripada makhluk2 mu yg berniat jahat, gangguan daripada syaitan dan makhluk halus, lindungilah kami daripada gangguan sihir. lindungilah kami daripada fitnah tohmahan, hasad dengki. jauhkanlah kami daripada org2 yg tidak baik, jauhkan kami sendiri daripada sifat2 mazmumah'
'Dekatkan kami dgn org yg beriman, yg penyayang, penyabar dan org2 yg baik. dekatkan kami dgn org yg bersifat mahmudah. dekatkanlah hati2 kami sendiri dgn sifat2 mahmudah. Dekatkan kami dgn org2 yg menggembirakan hati kami Ya Allah.
Ya Allah, berikanlah kejayaan yg cemerlang kepada kami, kebahagiaan dunia akhirat. Masukkan lah kami ke dalam syurga Ya Allah.'
'Allahumaghfirli wali wali daiya warham huma kama robbayani saghiro'

2- Every morning before going to work
'Ya Allah, semoga hari ini berlalu dgn aman damai, gembira, memuaskan hati dan produktif. Berikanlah aku berita2 gembira pada hari ini Ya Allah.'

3-Bila aku tgh stress
'Ya Allah, kuatkan lah semangat aku. Kembalikan lah saat2 gembiraku. Aku mohon pertolongan Mu ya Allah.'

4-Specific bile aku teringatkan (arwah) Ayah and Mak
'Ya Allah, lindungilah kedua ibubapaku. Jagailah mereka sepertimana mereka menjaga ku sejak kecil. Ya Allah, tempatkan roh bapaku bersama2 org yg beriman, masukkanlah dia ke dalam Syurga Mu Ya Allah. Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangat ibuku, berikan lah kegembiraan dan kebahagian kepadanya. Panjangkah umurnya ya Allah. sesungguhnya aku masih memerlukannya. Ampunkan lah dosa2 kedua ibubapaku.
Ya Allah, ko balaslah dgn balasan yg sebaik2nya kepada mereka dan adikku Fatimah. Ampunkan dosanya sesungguhnya dia anak yg solehah. kau gembirakan lah hatinya, cemerlangkanlah hidupnya, temukan jodoh yg terbaik untuknya.'


i know, sounds childish and x mengikut template doa biasa tapi aku more focused and memahami lantas lebih bermakna utk aku. hehehe :)

tapi, about the doa everymorning tu, i tell you. sangat membantu. i rarely feel stress. and, kalau u ask for even more specific things, insya Allah, when you analyse your day, you dapat exactly what you asked for.
but, i dont doa for things very specific macam 'aku nak gaji $$$' hehehe sbb hanya Allah je yg tahu what is best for me. so, just doa untuk yg terbaik.

Taking from a fren's quote. doa makes wonders. betul.

My new job...

Well guys, i'm back to become a 'skema person' for i-dont-know-how-long-i-can-tahan.
i have joined ke***** IB last 18th May. hahaha thanks to a.**y, aisyah is now terrified with R.isk M.anagement and now doing Product Development. huhuhuhu..

wont bore you guys with the details.

anyway, i think i like working here. eventho i dont see myself getting those high increments but teh ambiance is much better than am.

tapi, tengok dulu lah, cakap lebih2 sekarang, belum tentu elok hujung pangkal.

anyways, during my 1st week here, i've seen names of the MDs la.. but didnt know anything esle. then in the weekend, my cousins, brothers, all asking me about Tgz. how young, bla bla bla.
and yes, idiot me. aku x tau pun siapa die tu. i mean dont know how he looks like etc. so, i googled my boss. and i found his blog.

aku adalah bangga if he is the one leading this inv bank. tak tau la, tapi the way he writes is potraying he is very passionate and he thinks about others and not only profits.
he ahs his dowfalls and he stood up. ok. i think i'll like reading his blog. bukan for benefits in Kena.nga but for weekly dosage of motivation on working and being successful. gile mude mamat nih.

hmm.. i think i have to ask permission dulu kott nak link him up? eh kene ke?

FMD dinner- hollywood meets bollywood

The annual FMD dinner.
verdict- ok la. biase je. aku dapat voucher lagi... better la dr dapat coffe maker?? ishh


the CEO.. Datin M.az.nah Mah.bo.b
and menyelit itu unfortunately is my boss, yg i dok cerita itu :p

Yasotha, me and Tun. called him Tun sbb his name is Maha.thi.r Moham.ad Bin Mohd. El.ias.
hahaha guessed his dad's a fan of the former tun kan?

Here's a video of.. an embarassing XXX.. aiyoh!! adakah aku staff die???

ok la.. they invited this dance gurus to perform and gave us some 101 merengge llessons.. i think that is how you spell it. kinda fun.. esp when the ED announced the company's PBT of ~RM36mil. whoaa.. thats cool memandangkan what a crapy year everyone went thru. buttt.. unfortunately i x dapat nak merase that piece of 36mil cause of the resignation thingy.. lantakla. i have to get my S moving la.. :)