hmm.. im blaming it on my pregnancy.. (biar org kate aku durjana)
my boss wants me to do things- drive the IRS, re-do benefit for centralise dealing for FI and wrap up POMS.
sumer aku malas. paling aku malas nak buat IRS tuh. passion? seriously dont have it la nih.. the only thing i have rite now is the strong urge to be on leave, mc ke maternity ke.. asal not relating to work...
bleh suh aku settlekan before i go off????? die tak nampak ke aku malas tahap cipan skang nih. nak gerak ke tempat bloomberg yg hanye lah sedepa (ok, actually across the room, so jauh k...) pun aku malas ya Rabbi.. inikan pulak nak ke sana sini settling IRS docs??? camne aku nak react sebenarnye nih?
AKU ADELAH MALAS DAN HANYE BERMINAT NAK TUNGGU BUSYRA KELUAR.
ooo.. btw, aku mendengar cerita sorang kakak ni semlm, she just came back fr her maternity leave.. dan anak die adalah pre mature, 35 weeks. keluar 3.5kg tapi her baby is still in the ICU...
aku menyesal laa sbb macam x grateful with what i have and mengcomplain apsal busyra x mau kuar2..
Ya Allah, maafkan la aku. tolonglah ya Allah, sihat sempurnakanlah anak dlm kandunganku, lancarkan perjalanan ku menghadapi hari bersalin nanti.
busyra, u take ur time ok? be fully ready baru keluar ok? mama can bare the stupid back pain and sleepless nites.. mama want u to be healthy and perfect. aminn.
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