x berminat langsung~~

hmm.. im blaming it on my pregnancy.. (biar org kate aku durjana)

my boss wants me to do things- drive the IRS, re-do benefit for centralise dealing for FI and wrap up POMS.

sumer aku malas. paling aku malas nak buat IRS tuh. passion? seriously dont have it la nih.. the only thing i have rite now is the strong urge to be on leave, mc ke maternity ke.. asal not relating to work...

bleh suh aku settlekan before i go off????? die tak nampak ke aku malas tahap cipan skang nih. nak gerak ke tempat bloomberg yg hanye lah sedepa (ok, actually across the room, so jauh k...) pun aku malas ya Rabbi.. inikan pulak nak ke sana sini settling IRS docs??? camne aku nak react sebenarnye nih?

AKU ADELAH MALAS DAN HANYE BERMINAT NAK TUNGGU BUSYRA KELUAR.

ooo.. btw, aku mendengar cerita sorang kakak ni semlm, she just came back fr her maternity leave.. dan anak die adalah pre mature, 35 weeks. keluar 3.5kg tapi her baby is still in the ICU...
aku menyesal laa sbb macam x grateful with what i have and mengcomplain apsal busyra x mau kuar2..
Ya Allah, maafkan la aku. tolonglah ya Allah, sihat sempurnakanlah anak dlm kandunganku, lancarkan perjalanan ku menghadapi hari bersalin nanti.

busyra, u take ur time ok? be fully ready baru keluar ok? mama can bare the stupid back pain and sleepless nites.. mama want u to be healthy and perfect. aminn.

bilik atis...

tadaaa... atis and busyra (insyaAllah) will be sleeping in here.. hiasan xde lagi sbb kitorg focus dekat yg perlu je.. hahah nanti2 lah nak letak lampu ke.. shelves ke...




hopefully aqish can take care of lil busyra during night time pas nih..

2nd baby syndrome

aku adalah kesian dekat baby no2 aku nih.. hahah leh ke kalau aku announce je nama that we had in mind...

well anyway...
time aqish-every month x tenggal punye check up... baru 3 months preggie me and ikan da start beli baju. 5 bulan da beli barang2 tidoq die. 7 bulan da cam lengkap. pics of me preggie every month pun ade, siap with the scan from gynae lagi. utk letak dalam album... sumer bende pasal baby bace. segala jenis kelas pun nak pergi.

busyra- sepatutnye every month tapi sesekali aku delay my check up later than that. kire, atitude 'minggu depan lah...'. vitamins ya Rabbi punye la byk miss makan... (aqish dulu aku x pernah miss...). baju bajuan? not a single helai lagi being bought. gambar of me with my big fat tummy- none. barang2 tidoq recycle aqish's. kunon cam alaaa.. been there, nothing to risau.. tetibe last week baru teringat yg she has no wardrobe. mana ntah nak letak baju busyra and aqish? sekarang nih punye only muat for aqish... treng teng teng.... maka episode menukar aqish's room to 'the girls' room' pun bermula.
teruk x? aku da nak beranak da bulan depan.. baru nak pk pasal sleeping arrangements bebudak nih... hahahha
sib baik gak dapat baby girl lagi (insyaAllah...) sbb leh share bilik and almari. kalau baby boy da tentu kene pikiaq lain..
anyway... nanti i'll post the pics for the (aku sgt x terre interior design and i tend to pilih perabot yg murah2 je...maka x matching lorr) but still.. ade la ghupe sket bilik anak pompuans mama nih.... :)

ohh.. adekah aku tidak mentione yg aqish prefer to sleep in 'bilik atis' rather than sleeping at our room? die akan menggelengkan kepalanye (even tgh laloq tuu) kalau aku ajak die tido kat katil kitorg... hahahahh independent siutt.

well busyra, mam doa u sihat sempurna and pleeeeaase la kasik kuar normal and x menyakitkan mama, kay? nanti i'll treat you susu bess.. hahhaha geli dohh~

aku da penat...

my tummy is very big rite now and i still have 1 month to go... waduuhhh sakitnye belakang nih!

UPDATES-

1- Raya-
Sorry guys, nggak ade gambar raya.. my cheap camera buat hal. ade gambar dalam tepon je tapi itu pun byk gamba aqish with her 2 sepupu kedah.

Seminggu in Kedah this year.. x sempat nak beraya seremban.. hahah maka duit raya pun sikit je.. hahah materialistik betul la mama nih kan aqish?
tapi kelakau sbb she knows how to say duit raya- 'duit aye' whenever she sees an angpow case. pastuh, kalau die bukak and xde duit she will say- 'takde ma..' hahahah baguih aku ngajar anak kan?? hehehe

2- kenduri kawens
11th Oct--> Sue

the beautiful sue

18th Oct--> Seren
x sempat pun nak amek gambar sang hubby.. x pe lah..

19th Oct--> Djae
hahaha.. gamba pengantin x amek pun.. djae pakai pro nye amek gamba kitorg so, segan silu la kan if we handed him our phone utk amek gambar kan..??? :)


apsal aku adelah sangat ngantuk dan malas nih.. dengan rase x selesa nye lagi... kalau bleh bersalin esok, huuuu how i wish.. (tapi nanti kene balik keje before dapat bonus... hahah what i plan is- start awal nov da leh dok umah sbb aku rase mesti aku susah nak jalan2 dah. gile babeng penat sehhh..
pastuh, bersalin according to my EDD which is 17th Nov, rehat until 17th Jan... 22nd Dec amek year end bonus secara free...) hahaha indahnye... :)

so.. harap2 i can maintain according to plan la.. better kot?

kali nih i plan to bersalin in hosp serdang je lah. senang sket sbb dekat ngan umah. so, x yah la ikan drive lelaju macam aqish dulu.. hahah sib baik xde saman..

anyways. aisyah yg domok dan malas nak gi tdo jap di kala lunch ini wokeh?