doa

Aku phobia.

 

Malam tadi Hailey susah nak tidur, arching2 badan die and crying VERY loud (nasib baik, I guess?)

Tapi Alhamdulillah dia badan dia x panas.

Dia tak mo putting.

Susu Alhamdulillah minum.. walaupun x sebanyak biasa tapi masih dikategorikan sebagai banyak.

 

 

Aku phobia sebab Busyra’s meningitis dulu…

 

Frens, tolong doakan yeah? So that she is ok?

 

Eventho you all baca dalam hati, I hope it counts as a doa.

 

“Ya Allah, kau jauhkanlah Baiduri Hailey dari segala penyakit dan sakit. Sihatkanlah dia, Ya Allah”

 

Thanks you guys.

 

 

books- guylit

I’ve been trying my hands on male authors.. uhm… you know what I mean. (dang, too much of Male thoughts corrupting me mind!! @$!#!!)

 

I tried a guylit book by Matt Dunn, and I guess, I mistakenly chose ‘Accidental Proposal’ for my first read.

And I was in a freakin’ badmood for the whole 2 weeks! (yes, it took me 2 freakin’ weeks to at last tap that red bar at the end of the ebook- no thanks, Kobo for your ‘easiness’ in cheating reading books!).

 

Anyway, to summarize what I endured- I HATE IT FULL STOP. Lame and boring giler. Sadly, there was once mentioned somewhere (quotes) that to know how men thinks, read Matt Dunn. I feel sorry for men if this is true. U guys sure have such complicated thoughts.. but you chose the most-not-what-women-would-prefer to be said out loud.

 

This guy (the hero in this book) reminds me of that ‘Marry Me’ song by Bruno Mars. Giler x romantic cara ko propose.. :p

This Edward, he thought his then girlfriend proposed to him, and he assumed he’s engaged, got the ring bla bla bla…but never ever ever had the decency to really confront his ‘fiance’ on his doubt. Stooooopid. And there were other doubts too.. semua wasn’t confronted. At the end, most of his doubts were cleared by his fiance’s admission, not because he asked, tho! Stooooopid lagi.

 

And whats with this hero being so thick headed- selalu salah tafsir? C’mon!!

And not trusting his fiancé? I hope not all men (especially ikan) are not like si Edward nih. You have doubts, honey, you come and ask me point blank.

 

Ke, is this how men view their world? Dang menyedihkan dan menghampakan. I soooo much prefer female chic lit and romance authors. Imagination and women fantasy thumbs up. J

 

 

On fb.

Ok, I’m no popular person, not one of those which people dream to be friends with.. but just like blogs, we have our own reason and criteria, do we not?

 

1-       On accepting friends

Ok, masa zaman memula FB baru muncul dulu, I was like those people who accept anybody, cause the truth is, those times, theres no hanky panky going on in FB. Those requesting are truly acquaintances or friends or whatever. But the reason is connecting, friendship.. and all that crap.

 

And…. Those times, when a ‘Baiduri Hailey’ requests to be your friend, you definitely know who this Baiduri Hailey is, as in that is her true name. Or some other names you recognize. I don’t mind those. Walaupun the name is shorten to B Hailey or whatever. And then, the photos, they are genuine.. well at least almost 90% of the photos are. I know why some people don’t put their photos- there’s a lot of psychos out there, and your privacy what not… ok. Understood.

 

But nowadays! OMG! I don’t even know where to begin!

 

I don’t accept everyone nowadays to tell you the truth. Even though you put your full name.. sebab honestly, sometimes your full name is too fancy hehehhe J. Basic idea is, if you really want to be FB friends, just introduce properly.. they provide you the appropriate fields, didn’t they? Very easy peasy- ‘hey, Hailey ni, your cutest doter’. See..?

 

Terlanjur bulan ramadhan nih… so, if your friend request happened to be ignored by someone (particularly, moi), don’t take it personal. I may not recognize your fancy mommy-given name J. Sincere apologies by the way.

 

Oh, and I don’t accept any business whatsoever anymore too.. except personally requested by a trusted friend. ;-)

 

2-       On leaving wall posts

Honestly, I just prefer to blab everything about my life here.. in this blog. So, its either you’re my friend or you’re just a stranger reading about me.. well, I value my privacy too… corny as it is ;-)

 

3-       On leaving comments

I do tooo am active in a way in FB! I put comments when I see fit. Even my comments aren’t techy… no tagging (don’t know how), lots of misspellings (blame it on iPod’s dictionary- yes, pathetic me, im one of those whose company blocks FB and im stuck with unblocked internet via wifi through Aqish’s iPod. *sighs…* well, at least ada gak connection, rite? syukurrr

 

4-       On Posting Pics

Oooohhh… sorry.. I try not to do this. You know, the whole privacy thingy.. tapi, I don’t mind at all if my friends tag me in theirs tho. Im not that private.

 

(hahah, ikan did upload some of our pics in bandung, I think.. last time.. I don’t mind this, like I said. Meylu but its ok..)

 

5-       On Blocking/ deleting you from my FB

Tell me, if you think you have been dropped from being a fren in anyone’s FB, do you go and confront the poor girl and ask her why? I mean… cant you get the picture? Paham-paham jelah. I don’t mind if a fren dropped me or blocked me.. they have their own reason, I guess.

 

Ok, masa awal2 dulu, pernah la aku termistake function from FB and when I wanted to block their posts on my newsfeeds, tetibe I ter block them altogether. Oops, sorry! :p. tapi tu awal2 FB ler… tapi, kalau nak confirm org tu deleted purposely you or not, invite to be your friend again. If she/he doesn’t accept… you NOW know :p

 

But, this is only me. Lain org, lain cara.

 

my arwah ayah's birthday today.

Al-Fatihah.

 

‘Ya Tuhanku, kasihanilah kedua-dua ibubapaku sebagaimana mereka mengasihani aku sewaktu aku kecil’

 

 

i hope 5 months flies...

Things are getting ugly in the office. This internal war between 2 ppl.. I might be caught in the middle.

 

“Dear you,

You think I like working with you? The only thing that stopped me from running away is because im pregnant. You don’t drag me in your war with that other person. I don’t care about you. Why you instigated the war in the first place was your stupod business. U treat ppl like dirt, some other ppl will treat you the same or I guess in your case- worst.”

 

KARMA, people! Lets not forget that!

 

Be good to people. Be good to your environment. Be a khalifah.

 

 

FW: LIKE Picture kat FB

This is from a colleague. Hahah.. me too, have nothing to do LOL!

 

Assalam

 

Sorry ganggu..

Hahaha...liza tgh xde keje nih dduk merapu la

Masuk photo contest kat FB

So nak minta jasa baik kakak-kakak n kawan-kawan

“LIKE” page nih http://www.facebook.com/Masputeh?ref=ts

Pastu “LIKE” gambar liza n hubby…

 

Advance tuk smua yg sudi ”LIKE”

reading... strikes again!

So.. back to books.. I was actually in reading hiatus for some time. Not so from buying them tho…

Anyway, its back. Ikan hates it when I get all excited and emo with some particular books.. he’ll put on his ‘ok, I’ll try to understand face’ and I think, secretly wished I finish without asking his opinion. Hahah, yes, I understand you, babe!

 

Nevertheless, I need someone to ‘bebel’ on what I found from a book. There. That’s my justification.

 

So, I’m discarding my romance shelves and digging into classics nowadays. And, though I tried to avoid male authors (sebab x suka this one short story by Gisham…) I took up (and surprisingly enjoyed) a book by Narayan. I read ‘The Painter of Signs’, which he wrote in 1976 (at the age of 70, ok!!) and I liked it. Deep thinking after finishing the story tho (which I hate to do after reading…) but I was intrigued to know more about him and to read ALL of his books (same case of JM and SEP).

 
I don’t know whether I’ll succeed in finding all of his books or not.. or maybe, he’ll turned out to be like Jane Austen (I read 2 of her books, distracted by the 2005 movie of PnP-[MacFadyen is sooooooo Darcy!] and never returned to her books, how sad…). But I cant wait to read his first 3 novels (Swami & Friends, Bachelors of Art and The English Teacher), mainly because I wanted to read the latter, to understand his grief when his wife of 6 years died.. (oh well, there goes my secret. I’m such a sucker for human (read: love) relationships- he didn’t re-married, how romantic!) oh, oh!! I also want to read Grandmother’s Tales because it was a true story, and it was mentioned in The Painter of Signs.

 

Sighs~~~ there it goes again.. my agony in finding books. Tho most bibliophile has its own standards of collection, mine (I don’t see myself as a bibliophile, but as to collecting books…) I just want them with me, no matter how un-uniformly it looks on the bookshelf, as long as I can get it CHEAP. Lol!

 

 

P.S. I don’t know anyone (among my frens, I mean…) yet who like/read Narayan.

I wish to mangadu domba of my feelings with you. Hehehe. And my mangadu domba is soo female like, so my wish is simply a GIRLfriend who reads him too. Please, please tell me!