doa

Saje to remind myself and perhaps share.. of my doas i make everyday.

1- Everytime after prayers
'Ya Allah, ampunkan lah dosaku, dosa ibubapaku, dosa suamiku, dosa anak2 ku, dosa seluruh keluargaku.
Panjangkan umur kami, murahkan rezeki kami. Ya Allah, berkatkanlah hidup kami.
Berikanlah kami yg terbaik untuk kami. Hanya Engkau yg Maha Mengetahui.
Lindungilah kami dari segala bala bencana dunia, gangguan daripada makhluk2 mu yg berniat jahat, gangguan daripada syaitan dan makhluk halus, lindungilah kami daripada gangguan sihir. lindungilah kami daripada fitnah tohmahan, hasad dengki. jauhkanlah kami daripada org2 yg tidak baik, jauhkan kami sendiri daripada sifat2 mazmumah'
'Dekatkan kami dgn org yg beriman, yg penyayang, penyabar dan org2 yg baik. dekatkan kami dgn org yg bersifat mahmudah. dekatkanlah hati2 kami sendiri dgn sifat2 mahmudah. Dekatkan kami dgn org2 yg menggembirakan hati kami Ya Allah.
Ya Allah, berikanlah kejayaan yg cemerlang kepada kami, kebahagiaan dunia akhirat. Masukkan lah kami ke dalam syurga Ya Allah.'
'Allahumaghfirli wali wali daiya warham huma kama robbayani saghiro'

2- Every morning before going to work
'Ya Allah, semoga hari ini berlalu dgn aman damai, gembira, memuaskan hati dan produktif. Berikanlah aku berita2 gembira pada hari ini Ya Allah.'

3-Bila aku tgh stress
'Ya Allah, kuatkan lah semangat aku. Kembalikan lah saat2 gembiraku. Aku mohon pertolongan Mu ya Allah.'

4-Specific bile aku teringatkan (arwah) Ayah and Mak
'Ya Allah, lindungilah kedua ibubapaku. Jagailah mereka sepertimana mereka menjaga ku sejak kecil. Ya Allah, tempatkan roh bapaku bersama2 org yg beriman, masukkanlah dia ke dalam Syurga Mu Ya Allah. Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangat ibuku, berikan lah kegembiraan dan kebahagian kepadanya. Panjangkah umurnya ya Allah. sesungguhnya aku masih memerlukannya. Ampunkan lah dosa2 kedua ibubapaku.
Ya Allah, ko balaslah dgn balasan yg sebaik2nya kepada mereka dan adikku Fatimah. Ampunkan dosanya sesungguhnya dia anak yg solehah. kau gembirakan lah hatinya, cemerlangkanlah hidupnya, temukan jodoh yg terbaik untuknya.'


i know, sounds childish and x mengikut template doa biasa tapi aku more focused and memahami lantas lebih bermakna utk aku. hehehe :)

tapi, about the doa everymorning tu, i tell you. sangat membantu. i rarely feel stress. and, kalau u ask for even more specific things, insya Allah, when you analyse your day, you dapat exactly what you asked for.
but, i dont doa for things very specific macam 'aku nak gaji $$$' hehehe sbb hanya Allah je yg tahu what is best for me. so, just doa untuk yg terbaik.

Taking from a fren's quote. doa makes wonders. betul.

My new job...

Well guys, i'm back to become a 'skema person' for i-dont-know-how-long-i-can-tahan.
i have joined ke***** IB last 18th May. hahaha thanks to a.**y, aisyah is now terrified with R.isk M.anagement and now doing Product Development. huhuhuhu..

wont bore you guys with the details.

anyway, i think i like working here. eventho i dont see myself getting those high increments but teh ambiance is much better than am.

tapi, tengok dulu lah, cakap lebih2 sekarang, belum tentu elok hujung pangkal.

anyways, during my 1st week here, i've seen names of the MDs la.. but didnt know anything esle. then in the weekend, my cousins, brothers, all asking me about Tgz. how young, bla bla bla.
and yes, idiot me. aku x tau pun siapa die tu. i mean dont know how he looks like etc. so, i googled my boss. and i found his blog.

aku adalah bangga if he is the one leading this inv bank. tak tau la, tapi the way he writes is potraying he is very passionate and he thinks about others and not only profits.
he ahs his dowfalls and he stood up. ok. i think i'll like reading his blog. bukan for benefits in Kena.nga but for weekly dosage of motivation on working and being successful. gile mude mamat nih.

hmm.. i think i have to ask permission dulu kott nak link him up? eh kene ke?

FMD dinner- hollywood meets bollywood

The annual FMD dinner.
verdict- ok la. biase je. aku dapat voucher lagi... better la dr dapat coffe maker?? ishh


the CEO.. Datin M.az.nah Mah.bo.b
and menyelit itu unfortunately is my boss, yg i dok cerita itu :p

Yasotha, me and Tun. called him Tun sbb his name is Maha.thi.r Moham.ad Bin Mohd. El.ias.
hahaha guessed his dad's a fan of the former tun kan?

Here's a video of.. an embarassing XXX.. aiyoh!! adakah aku staff die???

ok la.. they invited this dance gurus to perform and gave us some 101 merengge llessons.. i think that is how you spell it. kinda fun.. esp when the ED announced the company's PBT of ~RM36mil. whoaa.. thats cool memandangkan what a crapy year everyone went thru. buttt.. unfortunately i x dapat nak merase that piece of 36mil cause of the resignation thingy.. lantakla. i have to get my S moving la.. :)

no. 4- Bibik kakal i yg balik indon

hahahah.. actually this topic is seriously xda apa2.

ini cerita bibik suhartatik nama dia. die adalah bibik kakak aku di seremban sana. bibik ini adalah sgt best dan baik.

soto die best dan sungguh pantas pembuatannya.
die gosok baju aku sgt licin ok. (heheh cume die x gosokkan tshirts la... heheh)
die masak ikan goreng berlada sgt best.
very humble and sangat senang utk berborak bersama.

last ramadhan, die balik indon. kunon utk balik cuti raya je. sekali tu husband die x kasi die balik sini sbb mereka udah kaya. perniagaan di jawa udah maju.

masa tu ayah meninggal. sedih sbb bibik xde leh kongsi sedih. die pun terkilan sbb x sempat tgk ayah b4 meninggal. (tu lahhh.. sape suh ikut cakap suami.. hahahha aisyah jahat! i know that!)

anyway, its no biggie sbb die da balik sini dah. mayeb her last year kot. hmm..

hahahah gile hambar cerita ini! :p

Lil princess number 2~~~

hahaha.. long due punye entry da...
anyway, this is my Busyra... (betul ke, ade org kate nama Busyra nih banyak nama org Pakistan...??)

As at today, lom ade lagi formal short name untuk busyra. ade yg panggey bush bush, uwo (fr busyro), abush, busyrahannah (her cousin calls her this everytime...), and aqeesh calls her wana (short for busyrahannah).

Busyra lahir in Hospital Serdang, on 17th November 08. cerita dia, on that monday morning, (her EDD was supposed to be 18th...) yours truly cuak sbb mc da abes and if i want to get another week of mc, i have to go back to seremban and meet dr intan. mmg kompem la dapat sbb my perut sgt la besar. anyway, my MIL was around and she suggested if i just check in the emergency in Serdang, kunon2 da datang tanda la.. time tu mmg da ade la sket contraction tapi leh tahan lagi la.. hahah tapi sbb mc nye pasal, maka bergegas lah. ehh, macam da cerita la plak kan? anyway.. here's busyra's pics.

Busyra baru beberapa minit lahir ke dunia..
now look at her big sis...

Busyra

Aqeesh
no2 again..no1 again...
aku ingat cam sama je derang ni, tapi lelama tengok beza eh?

masa busyra kat icu ari tu. cuak mama.. love you darling~~

my dearies~~

letih la plak upload gamba2 nih.. maybe i'll post it in my photopages.. hahahah kalau la iya masih hidup ok?

~~cheers~~

things to write...

kenkawan, actually, i have a milion things i want to write. i have tons of ideas i want to share and shout out.
dah la, my initial intention for blogging is to publish stories on 'the secret' or you might just can call it 'laws of attraction'. pastu, along the way byk bende2 best and x best yg i want to write too. tapi selalu bile depan pc, .................. kosong.

selalu, everytime balik keje, in the car and time jam (or not...) mesti i have this rush of ideas. things aku nak kenkawan or anyone tau. olah, lantaklah samada blog aku dibace ke tidak (cliche kan.. setiap kali we comment something like this about one's blog...hahaahha watever lah.)

anyhow. i envy anness, faryna yg dapat update kerap2 nih. even sepatah. aku puas ati bace. sbb aku tau derang alive. hahahah kenkawan, aku alive cume tu lah. idea rush datang time aku tgh drive. how? kalau la blog ni leh bace je pemikiran aku and terus update blog.. hahahhah ok, aku da merapu.

tapi kalau ade mase tu, aku nak update:-
1-Busyra hannah nye gamba- comparison with aqish (gile long due!!!)
2-Hollywood meets Bollywood FMD dinner
3-How i use the secret dlm carik keje
4-Bibik kakak yg ari tu balik, buat aku sedih tapi la ni da balik sini balik. bibik nih serious best sbb die sgt baik and comforting :)
5-Maid baru aku and my face (and fight...) with my own demons of being a 'manager'.. hahah korang mesti ingat aku poyo sbb as tho aku sorag je ade maid. tapi serious korang, aku really sucked in delegating. <-- x jadi sbb die smoking lantas di hantar kembali ke agentnye dong. but for what its worth, gile best bibik nun nih... umah aku berkilat, without kene suruh or even sajes pun, she irons our shirts! (t-shirt bangang kitorng ok?) i miss her!!! why la why la????
6-Bandung Trip yg best
7-Birthday2 party yg aqish pergi
8-How i use the secret dlm beli kete baru (last year ok??)
9-My Bro's tree house in seremban.
10-ESQ- especialy part on 'leadership priciples'
11-bende2 yg aku syukur vs bende2 yg aku sgt benci that i need help to let go... :(

banyak lagi sebenarnye. heheheh. apa kata korang vote mana aku shud tulis dulu..heheheheh :)

bile la aku nak rajin letak gambar2 nih..

blog aku nampak hambar, kan? tapi malas nak gi upload gambar. sbb gambar2 byk dlm pc, which is the 'office room' <-- hahaha opis ke, macam stor je kan abah?


bilik tu xdek kipas, so, kalau nak buat keje kat bilik itu adalah malas sekali. laptop ikan x pandai nak upload gambar from phone aku... camne? hishhh.. busan.


tetibe je aku teringat seperkara nih. pernah x berlaku kat u guys?


i have this perangai x senonoh yg suka blame/ mengharapkan sesuatu utk kunonnye nak capai sesuatu... ok, u guy s might have trouble understanding that statement.. heheheh


camni...

1- i failed this stupid SC exam back in 2006... i blame me not having a 'meja study' for me to study. lantas, i menggesa suamiku utk pergi ke ikea dan membeli meja murah bernama vika amon kott... heheheh
apabila dah selesai beli... guess what.. hahah ya betull.. x pakai pun. aku staudy depan tv jugak... tapi takut ikan marah aku pass... :)


2-i insisted on getting a printer (time tu, printer lama da rosak..) in order for me to cari kerje lain (time nih still dok kat USJ and PC di luar).
dah dapat printer... ya betul! aisyah malas nak cari kerje jugak. lelast cari time keje.. heheh :p

3-in my effort to excercise and doing more outdoor activities, i said to ikan that we need to buy a set of badminton racquets.

pakai sekali due je rasenye... heheh pastu nak bangun gi park pun malas. :P tapi aku tetap nak jadikan habit kitorang gi park during weekends for family time :)

4-i blamed the above bilik menyebabkan i cant search new job opportunities via internet (hahah kes cari keje baru mmg menyusahkan.. hehe). lantas, i insisted on ikan to install wi-fi at our small home.. hehehe. beriye la ikan gi low yatt beli belkin.. hahahah tapi ni berhasil sbb aku slalu gak la surf .. janji depan tv... tapi kalau abang aku tau nih, mesti die sound aku sbb bukannye ramai org nak paki pun inet kat umah. lain la kat seremban. 7 adik beradik, 7 laptop. kalau time balik tu, aku rase sumer berlumbe nak gune inet. hahah. tapi pasang wi-fi kat umah seremban to me is beneficial sbb anak2 buah aku terre surf internet. aku suke.


5-heheh.. aku mintak sewing machine kat ikan sbb aku nak jahit baju kurung aqish. hehehe sib baik ikan da masak ngan perangai aku, lelast die suruh pinjam kakak's machine. kalau aku berjaya siapkan baju raya aqish ari tu, maka aku dapat mesin itu.
and you guys guessed it. jadahnye aku nak siapkan baju kurung weh?!


ikan pun sejak dua menjak ni da mule terpengaruh ngan aku.


1-he wanted a bicycle baru ade motivasi nak gi park ujung minggu..
hahah.. you guys think?


2-die nak pressure cooker baru variety masakan kitorang.. (ni sbb lauk2 kitorng sangat x macam faryna.. hehehe hampir sama setiap minggu.. )


tapi, being a kedekut as myself.. dan memandangkan bende2 yg ikan mintak is wayyyyyy mahal fr what i asked for.. of course la aku x menyokong.. heheh


ye, aisyah kejam. sekian.
:P