Tuesday, October 21, 2008

bilik atis...




tadaaa... atis and busyra (insyaAllah) will be sleeping in here.. hiasan xde lagi sbb kitorg focus dekat yg perlu je.. hahah nanti2 lah nak letak lampu ke.. shelves ke...




hopefully aqish can take care of lil busyra during night time pas nih..

Friday, October 17, 2008

2nd baby syndrome

aku adalah kesian dekat baby no2 aku nih.. hahah leh ke kalau aku announce je nama that we had in mind...

well anyway...
time aqish-every month x tenggal punye check up... baru 3 months preggie me and ikan da start beli baju. 5 bulan da beli barang2 tidoq die. 7 bulan da cam lengkap. pics of me preggie every month pun ade, siap with the scan from gynae lagi. utk letak dalam album... sumer bende pasal baby bace. segala jenis kelas pun nak pergi.

busyra- sepatutnye every month tapi sesekali aku delay my check up later than that. kire, atitude 'minggu depan lah...'. vitamins ya Rabbi punye la byk miss makan... (aqish dulu aku x pernah miss...). baju bajuan? not a single helai lagi being bought. gambar of me with my big fat tummy- none. barang2 tidoq recycle aqish's. kunon cam alaaa.. been there, nothing to risau.. tetibe last week baru teringat yg she has no wardrobe. mana ntah nak letak baju busyra and aqish? sekarang nih punye only muat for aqish... treng teng teng.... maka episode menukar aqish's room to 'the girls' room' pun bermula.
teruk x? aku da nak beranak da bulan depan.. baru nak pk pasal sleeping arrangements bebudak nih... hahahha
sib baik gak dapat baby girl lagi (insyaAllah...) sbb leh share bilik and almari. kalau baby boy da tentu kene pikiaq lain..
anyway... nanti i'll post the pics for the (aku sgt x terre interior design and i tend to pilih perabot yg murah2 je...maka x matching lorr) but still.. ade la ghupe sket bilik anak pompuans mama nih.... :)

ohh.. adekah aku tidak mentione yg aqish prefer to sleep in 'bilik atis' rather than sleeping at our room? die akan menggelengkan kepalanye (even tgh laloq tuu) kalau aku ajak die tido kat katil kitorg... hahahahh independent siutt.

well busyra, mam doa u sihat sempurna and pleeeeaase la kasik kuar normal and x menyakitkan mama, kay? nanti i'll treat you susu bess.. hahhaha geli dohh~

Friday, October 10, 2008

aku da penat...



my tummy is very big rite now and i still have 1 month to go... waduuhhh sakitnye belakang nih!

UPDATES-

1- Raya-
Sorry guys, nggak ade gambar raya.. my cheap camera buat hal. ade gambar dalam tepon je tapi itu pun byk gamba aqish with her 2 sepupu kedah.

Seminggu in Kedah this year.. x sempat nak beraya seremban.. hahah maka duit raya pun sikit je.. hahah materialistik betul la mama nih kan aqish?
tapi kelakau sbb she knows how to say duit raya- 'duit aye' whenever she sees an angpow case. pastuh, kalau die bukak and xde duit she will say- 'takde ma..' hahahah baguih aku ngajar anak kan?? hehehe

2- kenduri kawens
11th Oct--> Sue




the beautiful sue


18th Oct--> Seren
x sempat pun nak amek gambar sang hubby.. x pe lah..

19th Oct--> Djae
hahaha.. gamba pengantin x amek pun.. djae pakai pro nye amek gamba kitorg so, segan silu la kan if we handed him our phone utk amek gambar kan..??? :)


apsal aku adelah sangat ngantuk dan malas nih.. dengan rase x selesa nye lagi... kalau bleh bersalin esok, huuuu how i wish.. (tapi nanti kene balik keje before dapat bonus... hahah what i plan is- start awal nov da leh dok umah sbb aku rase mesti aku susah nak jalan2 dah. gile babeng penat sehhh..
pastuh, bersalin according to my EDD which is 17th Nov, rehat until 17th Jan... 22nd Dec amek year end bonus secara free...) hahaha indahnye... :)

so.. harap2 i can maintain according to plan la.. better kot?

kali nih i plan to bersalin in hosp serdang je lah. senang sket sbb dekat ngan umah. so, x yah la ikan drive lelaju macam aqish dulu.. hahah sib baik xde saman..

anyways. aisyah yg domok dan malas nak gi tdo jap di kala lunch ini wokeh?

Monday, September 22, 2008

iftar ramadhan pada tahun ini

first of all, my annual iftar musti ade 3...
1- ofis <-- yg ni bleh dicategorikan sbg iftar ke sbb usually, satu due je yg melayu n pose..
2- cc (uni frens)
3- hi5 (smap) anyways,

1- ofis- friday, 19th Sept 2008

actualy, we planned a small get together with my ex boss- andrew. tetibe, it became this big makan2 plak with ppl (yg ade i dont even kenal.. hahah, eventho keje satu opis) anyways, kitorg makan kat Magnificent Fish n Chips- apa yg magnificent die u ask? alaa, sbb depa ade 8 types of fish n chips... tapi if u ask me, nothing magnificent about it pun... ohh.. maybe the sauce la kott.. tu je yg aku rase kaw abiss..
the attendees- me, amarjit, andrew, desmond, janice, you shan (i think... budak market dev), denise, rachael, mahathir, harinder (CEO aku yg aku sgt takut gitu...), fizree, shahrin, and woon yee (gile lama aku x jumpe minah ni...)
as u can see, only sekerat je yg pose, tapi we still call it 'buke pose get together'. it was a nice get together.. cume sbb aku adalah segan dgn harinder (due to our small talk prior that evening) maka aku adalah rase it can be better... gambar, ade harinder amek tapi, ya rite aku nak mintak from him? no thnks ok~

2-cc @umah ejean, 20th sept 2008
hahah, the second year buat kat umah ejean sbb senang. umah die atas tanah and luas.. nak banding umah aku.. hahah tapi, tengoklah, seren sajes aku yg host next year.. hhahah challenge siutt.. nengok la dulu yeah? kitorng memang prefer pot luck dr makan kat luar.. best sbb setiap dish is personalised.
aku bawak tenggiri masask lomak and kuih kasui (ye, aku yg buat kuih ini sbb aku sgt gemar ok~ dan aku sungguh proud sbb it jadila jugaks..). thn lepas aku bawak ayam masak merah n ikan baked his cinnabon... (dah lama siutt x buat cinnabon nih)
ejean tolong masakkan nasik and reheat ayams (she claimed mak die masak tapi actually, die mmg pandai masak pun...) thn lepas die masakkan nasi lemak utk kitorg.. beshh
seren masak rendang daging yg sedaps. serious.. x tau lak die ni pandai masak.. ke, nenek die yg masak.. hahahah tapi ghupe die memang cam org pro masak laa.. maybe persediaan die nak kawen agaknye.. heheh
jep masask sayur campur all the way from melaka.. die ni mmg suke masak pun so, xde la surprised ke apa.. cume, this was my 1st time nengok anak die- hadif zakwan. comel and peramah. aqish asek la nak jadik kakak, menegur itu ini.. hahah aqish aqish :)
joyet masak kuih gule melaka. ya Allah, lamanye x makan kuih nih. thank you joyett!
seema bawak puding die like last year.. and, the end of it, sbb kitorng stuffed sgt, maka jadik bahan tapau.. aku masih lom rase lagi, tapi by the looks of it, cam sedap je..
lehs and rose bawak (liek last year) secret recipe cake- berjaya aku makan. last year makan kat umah sbb kes macam puding seema. aqish ingat ais krim, iye2 nak makan hahah skali die rase masasm yogurt terus luahkan balik
isaac plak bawak spaghetti.. penyelamat betul =nih sbb periuk nasik ejean kene cultural shock maka 15 minit sbl buke, baru die perasan nasik masih berair dan x masak2 lagi. maka, sume rorg serbu i-znye spaghetti.. sedap gak sbb ade meat balls.
kesimpulannye, sume sedap dan syok sbb dapat gossip2 bagai.


3-hi5 @sabak
hmm..
bak kate azury, she managed to makan rm5 worth of food. aku pun rase begitu juge. bukan sbb sibuk mingle around pun.. and neither sbb aqish. its just that aku adalah demam dan selera utk beriye makan2 tu x de. sib baik aqish independant enuff to eat by herself. actuallynye, aku almost x datang (30% je utk pergi ptg tu) sbb i had a terrible fever. nak jalan to my car (from my house pun aku amek stengah jam) serious gile. minah2 indon tgh buat keje tu pandang je aku, takut aku roboh kott.. derang nih mmg caringnye minahs. tapi alhamdulillah, aku sampai kete, rehat jap pastu bawak kete kat depan lobby, mintak ikan tolong alihkan balik. anyway, sian ikan petang tu sbb aku x tau die nak buke apa kalau x gi sabak tu.. lauk2 sume x kuar fr fridge.. nak masak lagi.. sib baik, pas makan ubat n tido dalam 1 jam, aku cam better sket and terus siap nak gi iftar smap... semangat siutt nak gi jumep kenkawan. a lot of new faces kali nih. yg biase dan normal tu x yah comment lah.
apad khai ade, ngan gf die.. heheh sipu2 malu lak mamat nih, perkenalkan 'nih kawan aku'.. chehhh cakap je la 'ni gf aku' takpe.. xnak poyo.
nizam datang sorang tapi kemat cakap mamat nih da 3 org anak.. hahah kalah ko azury!
asiah n her hensem hubby israr berjaya made it for this year's iftar. israr da start keje kat malaysia balik dah.. tahniah to asiah sbb.. dah la preggie, husband pun da transfer back. cun timing korang nih :)
jerry- gile lama x jumpe mamat nih. manjang x leh turun kl je sbb die dulu keje jb. tapi la nih da keje kl.. so, maybe die pun gonna be regulars at gatherings agaknye... :)
lenot... believe it or not, die ni susah gilos nak join.. hampir evertime kitorng nak gather2, 'oops, aku on call'... tapi great to have you joining.. (die preggie 5 mths.. and aku adelah 7.. bandingkan perut kami.. wahhhhh sungguh berbeda skali!!!)
safurah n ilish x bawak iman, so aqish x le excited sgt jumpe derang.. hahahah just kidding! tapi if u look closer, nampak x aqish set her eyes on mus' son.. aku adelah lupe lagi nama die.. heheh... adik tu qish... heheh
and the rest lah. maleh lak nak komen. tapi cam biase, kitorng antara yg lambat balik sbb.. being smapians and all.. biase la tu nak buat grand exit.. ahahhahaha


pics- courtesy of azury- ps azury, hope u dont mind aku paste kat sini..

Saturday, September 20, 2008

what a day...

today, sangat x best. i did a mistake- like any other person would if (maybe) their in my shoes...

tapi my problem is- i take it way too deep.. jadi, im trying to be strong and be like (kinda) a man. things happen. dah la. i have to move on. sh*t do happens, let ie be.

i have a wonderful husband and kid, another on my way.. family is great, friends are terrific.. why shudnt i enjoy life, kan?

enuff bout that. hopefully its over me.
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anyway, digging out some old pics from ikan's hp just now... hahah tetibe ternampak these pics..
the story was-- people tend to comment (good ones laa) about aqish's eyebrow. so, being perasan parents that we are, both me n ikan claimed that she got it from us... hahhah

you decide. (but since im writing, i STRONGLY believe its from me... :) )
aqish's
her mom's
her abah's



Thursday, August 14, 2008

haaaaachuuummm....

whoaa!! what a dusty site!!! :P

heheheh.. if you look at the date when i last update, it was the week my 'new' boss masuk keje..
then, the 'hell' started hahahahhaah

im soo not in the mood to elaborate in this, it will bring negative vibes- to me and to you guys as well i guess.. so, just leave it there lah.

but i was haunted by this phrase (song by Will Smith- just the 2 of us) the song he created for his son tu.. btw, its a good song. kalau ade version mommy to daughter, da tentu i'll sing it every night to aqish (mmmm and to future busyra... heheh :P).

anyways, yg stick in my head is ...
'Throughout life people will make you mad
Disrespect you and treat you bad
Let God deal with the things they do
Cause hate in your heart will consume you too.

......i've been having this HATE in my soul for quite some time now. particularly to this one guy. i've tried to so positive about him. tapi ade je yg 'sewel' die makes thru to my head.
bayangkan, sampai termimpi2. which i soooooo hate it some more.. ade rase nak belasah je. (ok, im now harnessing this hatred nampaknye. will stop here.)

and when i heard WS's song, i felt that this is seriously not good for me. i want to potray a healthy and happy life to my kids. and the way im going right now is not doing so.

what shall i do? well.. in the first place, i would like to 'jauhkan' myself from this pain in the S. (on it)
2nd- really2 praying hard so that i dont have to care what this guy thinks, do. he is a weirdo.

pastu, i dont know what to do next. hopefully my 1st plan tu menjadi la.. aminn.
and, for me an dmy family to have a decent and happy life.

Ya Allah, berilah ku kekuatan dan keteguhan iman. AMIN~

Friday, May 9, 2008

kene marah... sob sob


sowweeeyyy abah...

for the last 1 month or so.. aku yg asek blamming my morning sickness ini (and to add malas cam biase...) woke up verrrrry late.. pastuh, slalu gak ter miss subuh (so not proud of it.. and some more membuke pekung kepada sumer org..).. well balik2 citer..

so, last nite me and my big mouth pun tanye la my 'recently-macam=xde=mood' hubby... that why is he always x happy je nampak..

hambek ko! aku yg kene marah! the reason? aku slalu bangun lambat and x solat subuh.. (memang wajar to be scolded at rite?) kalau kecik2 dulu parents marah, besar panjang husband lak marah... wah wah wah teruknye perangai aisyah.. isk isk isk

even tho last nite i was a bit furious (hehehe a bit ke..?).. but pagi nih i felt that i MUST change.. betul la kate ikan..
1- why shud i be using the morning sickness to justify my missing out on my solats
2- he has the rights to scold me sbb He is the Ketua Keluarga
3- It doesnt look good to our kids (chewahhhh.. da berangan...)

sorry la abah.. last nite i was emo and cant handle criticism... after a goob nite sleep... i see it clearer.. AND.. my reso from today (x yah tunggu awal muharram )

1- No matter what, JANGAN TINGGAL SOLAT (magha mak aku dengar nih...)
2- Baca Quran more (for me and the baby...)

tu je la dulu.. :)